What is it called when you don’t feel happy, sad, angry, excited, lonely, or anything at all.
I’m irritable — but not angry. I don’t know what it is that I’m feeling. I want to say I’m kind of sad and lonely — because that how I felt earlier today.
But now…. now, I don’t know what this is.
One of my friends today wanted to go talk to her significant other, and she didn’t have a car, so I ended up taking her halfway across town: there and back.
She was a mess the entire time. It ended pretty badly. I didn’t feel anything though. I didn’t feel sorry for her. I didn’t even comfort her much.
I just said a few cynical things — which in retrospect aggravated the situation. I’m kind of sorry I would take that particular time to be that way, to be selfish, but I don’t know why I didn’t empathize.
I don’t feel like I have emotions at the moments.
I might be too tired to care. I don’t know. I’m upset with people. I really out in a whole-hearted effort many times… but I know it often goes unnoticed.
I don’t feel as if I really have any friends, the ones I have are kind there for me.
I once again lack the ability to expand into any depth, mostly because I don’t feel anything at the moment. I keep expecting for this wave of sadness to hit me, but it’s not there. I don’t feel anything.
I suppose that isn’t a bad thing though.
I think I’m going to sleep. Things will probably go back to being crazy tomorrow.